June 7, 2025
To start a sentence with ‘I may be crazy but’… is never a good thing, but… I’m paying to fly the person I met two weeks ago to come with me to a concert in a month, cuz she was already flying to see a different friend around the same time, so we made it work. I am looking forward to this and am really really excited.
It is 2 am, and I woke up coughing blood onto my nightstand. And everywhere, really, had to take the pillow apart and wash it. Then my uncauterized nostril began bleeding violently. In the context of being a week out from surgery, it is normal but still frightening nonetheless.